Sunday, January 20, 2013

Confessions Entry 7


Entry 7
As I have grown in my walk with the Lord I have begun to realize that as a young Christian man I need to fight for joy. In a culture that prescribes accomplishment and success as an antidote for the void of the heart, it becomes increasingly obvious that all life without love is vanity. I’m at a crossroads right now in my life. Do I continue to traverse the wide, well-traveled path that many before have taken to a life of financial security? Or do I do follow that still voice in my heart that I try to suppress telling me that there’s more for my life, but that it’s going to involve great sacrifice?
            Jesus has reminded me that it is when I am most weak that He is most strong. When I am most concerned with my own struggles and inadequacy it is a fixation on myself that causes me to feel less than complete. God doesn’t wish that I feel anxious; He wants me to be joyful. How beautiful a sight it is to see one who is joyfully afflicted. I willingly accept these days of difficulty for it gives me the opportunity to connect with my Savior. When we embrace our suffering we are united to the Cross-, with Him who has given His life for us. It is not the times in our life when things are going the best that we draw nearest to God. When we are ‘forced’ to rely on God; we have our faith restored. WE find that God is closer than we had expected.

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